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Someone once told me That it is rare to find someone ALIVE and that you can always ind someone just living. But what shocked me more and said that I was one of those who were alive. He said this because I didn't just dream about my future I did it. Even with the car accident I still am going to go to college.I am joining the Navy I am going to be everything I wanted to be and more. I once said that it was only passion to protect my country but in truth it is my family and my friends. The lose of Jason and Aaron. The gain of a new little baby brother. The gain of more brother like troops that right me letters of support that I write back just

Check it My heart is shaddered i hear it break.I drop to my knees crying i can not get up. The pain is just to much its like someone set you on fire. crying all nite because it hurts so bad. everything gets worst in the morning and still more pain to come cuz u wanna cry and u cant cuz ur at skool. im in sum pain no one will understand. im noy in the mood to type pretty.My heart breaks into billions of peices you were the only one for me but you gave in you let go i begfor you but you say no.I am just a poster on your wAll that is all i am good for. but i will always watch over youi will always love you i will always be with you. love,  

SO yea my mum is in the bloody hospital and I'm pissed about it.I miss my mum. Um lets see I'm in a fantastic relationship that i never want to end and hopefully it doesn't cause its the only thing keeping me grounded right now.My friend who's name i will not mention due to you really don't need to know it is going into the hospital on wednsday of next week because of being under weight which is a lie because she isn't she is just petite with a high immune system but apparently doctors don't get that but hey thats America for you. And my spelling is shit today because I'm tired upset and grouchy so my spelling isn't going to be the Class A br